Jessica

Wow its been a long time livejournal

2004-07-15T00:56:10Z

well well well....yes i have a livejournal everyone....except i havent written a single entry in over a year....and even then i wrote once in a blue moon. So here's my update....in the past year a lot of changes have happened in my life. first of all i met someone that i love very much, and curtis and i have been best friends for almost a year now. we are together all the time. also i have been hanging with the band (southon5). they are amazing guys and i have never met better people. southon5 is a christian rock band that is just getting out into the scene and are doing very well. talk to me if u would like to go to any shows or be on their mailing list or what not. Also i am thankful to have met new people like sabrina, and her friends. It's nice to know that there are people out there that are so genuine. I have decided to go back to church for myself which has felt good. when i was about 14 my family stopped going when my parents got divorced....and now that im grown up and can drive, i am going for myself. however some sad news....almost 6 years after my owm parents got divorced, my mom and joe are now getting one. it has been hard, and i have been trying to stay positive and strong. so mom, sister, and i are moving into this actually cute and nice condo. i hope things get better. i am working at tgi fridays during the week so come see me. i get my red card so up to 8 people with me can get 50% off fridays food! also as time goes on and everyone has their own life, people have drifted a bit...i love all my friends still, and i want to hang out more. OH! and i am going up north with two of my favorite people on friday and i cant wait, it will be a nice time and i will waterski for the 1st time in 5 years!!! hope i can still do it. i grew up on a lake and this trip will be good memories. well im out for now and will try and write more often. peace and love ~Jessie

IM SINGLE!!!

2003-05-13T04:15:59Z

yes as of about a week ago i am single. lol i guess i just like it too much. im picky.....oh well. and once again i am feeling like i want/need to move out of my house. i didnt want to necessarily this year but i might have to. i obviously cannot do this alone, i will need a roommate. so if anyone is interested.....call me, e mail me etc.... flashidiva@aol.com. i have been a loyal employee of tgi fridays for 2 years now so i have a stable job and recently became a server there. more importantly i am looking for someone with that same quality. A STABLE JOB. hahaha well anyway....have a good summer guys. it should be a good one.

Brandon....

2003-04-24T06:09:42Z

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
but I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with...

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

~Daniel Bedingfield

I finally realized that i really do care about my boyfriend and that i do need him. It took a little while to realize this. Here's to an amazing summer.

HeHe

2003-03-20T01:00:54Z

See what drug you are.

WoW

2003-02-04T03:53:37Z

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

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Now all I need is a boyfriend...i have a crush or two so we'll see who can sweep me away! :0) if only i get that lucky

hmmmm

2002-11-26T03:38:28Z

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shit

2002-11-25T13:44:15Z

thats it....i need to move out in a couple of months....i cant take another divorce...it just kills me...i dont know for sure if its gonna happen but i wouldnt be surprised if it did. i cant go on depending on the undependable.

flashidiva @ 2002-11-24T18:30:00

2002-11-24T23:58:44Z

sometimes i dont want to live here anymore...at all.

lol...u can tell im bored

2002-10-19T02:32:36Z

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2002-10-06T03:49:27Z

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well hello

2002-10-03T15:21:21Z

hey guys....yes im updating....surprise! so school is going very well. it hasnt been to bad adjusting to not seeing my friends as much cause i go up and visit them and they come back every once in a while too. my classes are cool and im doing well. im still working at tgi fridays and that has been great. ive been there for a year and a half so its kinda like a family. i love the people. my love life is not anything special right now....people just try to hook me up with someone every once in a while...hey maybe one will turn out well. i have a new car .. honda accord...not 2002 or anything but it looks great and i love it. also im thinking about taking a tae bo* class or something yay. so that its for now yall. :OP

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2002-07-18T04:33:26Z

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So i havent written in this journal in forever.....summer is going pretty good. been clubbing a lot....which is new to me and fun. just trying to live up these last few weeks i get to see all my friends before everyone goes up to college. well its short but thats all for now yall.

flashidiva @ 2002-05-20T23:30:00

2002-05-21T03:54:11Z

1) Starting Time: 11:35pm

2) Frist Name: Jessica

3) Nicknames: Jessie, caboose, pussie, pussica (dont ask, all nicknames complements to kendra. lol)

4) School: Walled Lake Western

5) College: Western Michigan

6) Email(s): FlashiDiva@aol.com

7) Eyes: Green

8) height: 5'8

9) Been so drunk you blacked out: possibly once but never again

10) Missed school b/c it was raining: no

11) Put a body part on fire for amusement: no

12) Kept a secret from anyone: yeah

13) Had an imaginary friend: no

14) Wanted to hook up with a friend: yeah

15) Cried during a flick: like 2 movies did that to me, it really does take a lot to make me cry.

17) Ever thought an animated character was hot: haha no

18) Had a New Kids on the Block tape: No

19) Been on stage: yeah...dancing...singing...(acting in sixth grade)

20) Shampoo: thermasilk smells nice

21) Soap: Dove

22) Colour: red

23) Day or night?: Nights are better because im more awake and ready to have fun. sunny days are nice too

24) Summer/Winter: Summer

25) Online smiley: :op

26] Lace or satin: satin

27) Cartoon Character? Cartman, lol april

28) have u got a boyfriend/girlfriend? no and i finally am ready to give a real relationship a fair shot and i have like the worst timing, with everyone going away and all. well there's always the summer

29) Like anyone?: not really...possibly..i dont know

30) Who have you known the longest of your friends: Jenna, Kendra and then April

31) Who's the loudest: Kendra

32) Who's the shyest: no one is really shy

33) Who do you go to for advice: ryo, april or heather

34) Who do you cry with: no one in particular

35) When you cried the most: my parent's divorce or when my great grandpa died

36) Have you cut your hair?: i used to cut my bangs when i had them

37) Been mean: i really never mean to be but i probably have been at times when the rag came to town

38) Been sarcastic: yeah

39) Met someone new: of course

40) Fav. person to talk to: friends

41) Fav. person to hug: i LOVE hugs

42) Last time you fought with your parents: dont know

43) Have you ever wished upon a star: i think so

44) When did you laugh until you cried: i have laughing attacks all the time

45) Have you ever watched a sunrise/sunset: yeah

46) Went to the beach at night: yeah

47) Read a book for fun: yep, i read all the time in the summer at night

48) Fav. meal: Italian food

49) Are you lonely?: maybe...

50) Are you happy?: yeah for the most part

51) Do you have a crush on someone?: not really

DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------
52) God/Devil: yes

53) The Closet Monster: no

54) The Big Bang Theory: probably not

55) Heaven/Hell: yes

56) Superstition: sometimes i give it a try

57) What is your full name: Jessica Rae Shook

58) Favorite Band/artists?: Linkin Park, Incubus, Fuel, Staind, Blink, michelle branch etc....

59) Last time you showered: this morning

60) Whats right next to you: a window

61) What is your computer desk made of?: wood

62) What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?: 1869

63) What was the last thing that you ate? pizza
64) where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: hawaii maybe

65) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: woah dude im only 17

66) How many buddies do you have on your list?: 88

67) How's the weather right now? a tad bit nipply

68) Have you ever smoked pot?: sorry to say but i tries it and never had an interest in it again

69) What did you do last night?: worked on college writing forever

70) Type of shoes?: Sandals. sandals, gym shoes

71) How do you eat an Oreo?: dipped in milk

72) Dream car: spider eclipse

73) Favorite movies?: a bunch

74) Are you too shy to ask someone out?: sometimes yeah

75) If you could change your name, what would it be?: i dont think i would change it, mine is fine

76) Have you ever been in love?: yes

77) What is the stupidest thing you have ever done/said?: too many

78) what will your first son's name be?:

79) First daughter?:

80) Favorite alcoholic drink?: Coke and Capt.

81) Do you like scary or happy movies better?: happy

82) On the phone or in person? in person

83) Lust or Love: Love

84) Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: no

85) what is one thing u wish u could change about ursself?: i wish i would worry less

86) Time done?: 11:53

wow cant believe my ears

2002-05-13T12:17:27Z

so last night i was talking to my parents about how i still have so much to do for prom and how its gonna be a lot of money and i have none. so get this, i think they had a moment of insanity. they told me to sit down and write out everything i still had left to buy for prom with the amounts next to it. so i wrote it all out and took a calculator and added it all up. so u know what they did next? they wrote a check out for the full amount for everything! it must be my birthday. so a huge load has been lifted off my shoulders and im really excited for friday. in other news.....none of us are going to cedar point tomorrow :( ah well....it just came at a bad time.....no one wants to drive and no one wants to spend the money. yet i still want to do something really fun on senior skip day, something that i still out of the ordinary. if anyone has any ideas, please let me know. well class is over so im out

flashidiva @ 2002-05-09T16:12:00

2002-05-09T20:18:52Z

So i have decided that I am excited about prom.....yeah i dont really know my date and i still have soo much to do left before next week ..and it all is costing me so much money but i think it will still end up being fun. If it isnt im am just going to make the best of everything. oh and i got something today so i dont have to worry about it on prom! lol hope that wasnt obvious. oh and my dress is extremely weird, well just not the look of the dress everyone else is gonna wear. at first people might not like it... but the minute i put it on i loved it, so im just not gonna worry about looking a lil different. and even though everyone has their own dates and their own groups, i still expect to dance with all of u! so be prepared. :op

It's getting closer to the end, im so excited yet i dont think i know how much im gonna miss it

2002-05-04T02:01:24Z

Im talking about school of course. im really glad that we have like 13....or something days left....i dunno everyone has their technical number of days left figured out and they all seem to be different. anyways...cant wait for the summer. i think it would be fun to have a summer boyfriend, well maybe like fling, lol. probably wont happen, never does. im excited to just relax. ahhhhh. well im just bored.....im out.

Fun weekend....for the most part

2002-04-22T12:05:02Z

My weekend was pretty good. On thursday I went out with Nicole, Lauren, Heather and Meg was with us for a lil bit. We played in the park at night. And for an idea that sounded really lame at first, it turned out to be really fun. I havent played like that in a long time. On friday I went to U of M with Lauren, Heather and Megan. Pretty much the same people were there as the last 2 times but it was still fun. Then on saturday night I went up to Michigan State with heather. We went to a frat house and there was a foam party. fun times fun times. "where's rhino?" lol heath. anyways, yesterday was like the only bad part. I had to work all day and i worked with the one manager that i dont like. Grrr. as for prom....yeah...dont wanna talk about it. well im ou

Fun weekend....for the most part

2002-04-22T12:04:03Z

ugh

2002-04-17T11:56:18Z

so prom tickets are going on sale the 18th and operation prom date is a bust. lol but honestly im kinda worried about it. i have a really cool dress now and no date to go with. i really dont know who i can go with. so yeah if any of u have some ideas please let me know. as far as my home life everything is going reasonably well. my mom and joe are married as of saturday and Pat, Alexsis and Derick are officially my step bros and sis. im really excited for school to be coming to an end. about time. everyone better keep in touch though!! - im ou

Prom date......what???

2002-04-09T12:20:05Z

so yeah last night and in the past week or so i have realized how close prom is coming up. a night of great fun and memories, only one problem.......jessie doesn't have a date. hmmm....i would really just be fine going with a friend, in fact i would prefer it...i really dont like anyone as more than a friend right now anyways......well class is about to end ttyl

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2002-04-07T08:06:14Z

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2002-03-25T23:46:39Z

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2002-03-24T05:34:17Z

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2002-03-20T21:59:19Z

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2002-03-20T03:02:30Z

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